My First Mystical Encounter with Whales - Day 2
The second of three days of spiritual experiences. They came back. I did not think they would, but I hoped they would. Recordings are included. Also included are some interesting facts about whales and a little rant about the recent whale deaths on the East Coast.
I woke up thinking about whales, of course, and reflecting on the previous day. Will they be back? Was one day enough to get the message through my fearful ego defenses and into my heart? I wanted them to come back and at the same time not to be condescending in the sense of saying, "Please come back because I want you to”. As if I had some kind of super power that allowed me to control or change the mind in a mass of tons. Not that it makes sense, but to the left brain, the smaller animal seems easier to control. That's why small pets are so popular, I guess. Anyway, I wanted them to come back, and at the same time I prepared myself not to be disappointed if they did not show up again, and to accept that what was going to happen had to happen. The day went by quickly in anticipation of the evening.
Lisa, her mom and I walked to the beach, everyone wondering if they would show up. They talked about it and I was silent, in my thoughts. My childhood learning patterns kicked in. If I do not ask, I cannot be hurt by a no, or even by the audacity of asking. Sacrifice, false humility, and other Catholic programming are still very much alive and kicking inside. Oh, the joy.
After dusk, we heard them again. They were back, and we were stoked about it, of course. After a while, I decided to move closer to the water and try to communicate with them. I prepared by taking a puff or two of sativa. I currently cannot smoke indica, because I get panic attacks about being unplugged from the matrix and ending this incarnation too soon before at least once again seeing beyond the matrix, as I did briefly when I was a kid.
Connecting... please wait!
I was on the beach, slowly walking around and trying to get through the first 10 minutes of being connected to or influenced by sativa. I was swinging like a pendulum back and forth, from the rational side of the ego's disbelief and rationalization to the heart side and connection with them. They were making exhalation sounds, letting me know that they were there. My ego was constantly raping my consciousness by telling me the same old boring secular rationalizations that this is all a coincidence and these big fat stupid animals are just there just to feed and I am using this totally random moment for self glorification. How inspiring, isn’t it? They responded with visions and memories of not trusting the eyes and the interface of physical reality and looking beyond it with intuition, feelings, and the heart. The shapes we see are only the interface, the form, like icons on the screen. The content, the essence, is behind it, seemingly hidden. I was told that a new or different parallel reality or world was ready for me to enter. All I had to do was let go of the old me, and, with it, my childish wishes and desires, all of which were mainly based on past hurts as revenge on the world. That was all I had to do. Step into a new personality and be taken into a new world. Well, easier said than done. But I am working on it. Excuses, excuses.
I wanted to change the location on the beach to be closer to them. It was cold. I think Lisa wanted to go home, but she decided to come with me. Maybe she was still afraid that I would be taken on a spaceship. She decided to come anyway. There was a little tension as we walked. I did not want to lose them.
They were back, breathing, but this time closer to where I was before. Shit, I should have just stayed there. "You have to go and get closer to what you want! And, sometimes, you just have to stay put," they said. Yeah, great advice. They made some more sounds with their breathing. Lisa wanted to leave, it was cold, so I agreed.
Education on YouTube
I watched a few videos about whales on YouTube that night. Here is a quick summary of what I found about sperm whales. Yes, Moby Dick was one. I bet Freud would love those names.
- They are the loudest animals in the world, up to 230 decibels.
- The clicks are so loud that you can actually feel them in your body. After a few minutes, your body starts to heat up.
- They see with clicks in the ocean. They send out a click, wait for the echo to come back, and use that information to build a picture of their surroundings.
- It is a form of sonar, called echolocation.
- They can see better with sound than we can see with our eyes.
- Inside that click is coded information, a secret language, very complex tiny sound structures.
- Other cetaceans also use these clicks, dolphins and orcas.
- The clicks are not random. They are capable of repeating the same discrete codes over and over again, down to the millisecond.
- They have dialects.
- They can shoot this click communication in focused beams of sound to other whales across great distances of ocean.
- They can cram 1600 micro-clicks into a single second and repeat them over and over, moving discrete frequencies around and shooting them to other whales.
- Whales can free dive to 8000 feet for 90 minutes.
- Their brains are 6 times the size of a human brain.
- They had them for 15 million years longer than we had ours. We had our current brain size for about 200,000 years.
- Animals do not grow big brains by accident, there is a purpose, a reason. Brains use a lot of energy.
Idiocy on the East Coast of America
There are a lot of whales dying on the East Coast right now. The reason, once again, is human scientific mainstream stupidity. They are installing these big wind turbines and they do not care how it affects the environment. Basically what they are doing is scanning the bottom with sonar and affecting aquatic life. These extremely loud sounds are hurting the whales. They make them crazy, disoriented, and they also forget to eat (information from Lisa). We all know that a loud noise can make your ears bleed or even kill you. It is generally considered that exposure to continuous noise levels above 140 dB can cause immediate harm to human hearing and lead to death. Ironically, the whales could easily do that to these workers, but they choose not to. This shows that their level of intelligence and compassion for their environment is far beyond the current idiotic capabilities of humans. They know it would have no effect if they did. The US would probably declare it a national security problem, label the whales as terrorists, nuke them out of the oceans, and solve the problem their way.
So basically, they are trying to save the world by going green and killing some of it by implementing their strategies. No worries, just collateral damage for a good cause. Does the means justify the end? Yes, if you are in a cult. And we are in one, or many, and it is becoming quite obvious. Where is the green peace? I guess it has become idiotic as well.
Environmental activists demand investigation into whale deaths at the Jersey Shore
Upside down idiotic world
I realize that people don't like to think of them as idiots, and idiots don't realize that they are one. Am I one? Yes, I am. Earth is a mental institution. If you doubt it, just turn on the television. So if you are trying to save the world, or teach someone how to save the world, make sure your methods are not idiotic.